Thoughts About My Size

I look at myself and I realize that I can't beat myself up because in reality I am pretty much the size I was before I had Lilly. I can pretty much wear all of my pre-Lilly clothes so I guess that makes me happy. The thing is I was never really proud of my size then though. I was a size 7 in high school (and thought I was so fat), a size 9 when got married, and we'll say a size 11 now. Though I don't wear junior sizes anymore. I look back at pictures and I am just amazed at what I saw. I was actually skinny but I looked very unhealthy. My arms and legs were so thin (though I think that is the way it will always be). I don't know what size I would be content with. Ideally a size 3..right? lol Though I know my frame isn't made to be that size. Genetically I am not a size 3. I think a healthy, athletic 7 is as small as I could get... especially after Lilly made my hips a little wider than they use to be!

Thats all I have. I ran and worked out today and I am about to eat. I am starving!!